I have hospital appointments this month, so hopefully they'll find out what's wrong with me then. ^__^ Then I have a psychological analasys (or whatever) so they can FINALLY treat me. Hurrah!! About time!!
I got a new family member the other day. I'm not sure if I spoke on here about how much I wanted Aida, (by Lati) but I got him. This was my first week for paying back too. **sigh**
Expo is creeping in quickly too. Hard month for me this time. We're helping out the gundam mad guys on their stall. YAY!! (by we I mean Jung-hee, Neko and I.)
I just hope I don't feel this horrific by then. My kidneys feel like they've dropped out....But I guess if they had, they wouldn't hurt so much. >:@
Well, My hair's gonna be dyed soon. It's gonna be similar to the colour of Jung-hee's hair in my d/f pic. A baby blue colour. No more Pinku. V.V
- Mood:
drained - Music:Schwarz Stein
Uwahhh!! This is why my eyes hurt!!! Aaahhhhh!!!! Lutssss He's so pretttttttyyyyyyy Terra MUST own one....but not for the moment. **sobs** I've not finished paying for my other boys yet. And I keep getting more and more things for them, as new stuff pops up, or just because they demand it...or whatever.
I had to get another Stance Punks album the other day, because I was ordered to by Jung kun....makes me feel bad for Kei, because he never asks me for anything. I still get him things though. ....And it's not like I don't like Stance Punks, so Terra is happy.
I'm meant to be sleeping. I'm going out today, and so far, a bath and sitting in bed is as close to actually sleeping as i've got. Again.
Gets old, real quick. There really isn't enough time in the day to do all he things I want to do. Boooohoooo!!!
Anyway, this luts boy. I love him. I like his dusty makeup, but I hate his long wig. I dunno, i've never been a fan of boys with long hair any longer at the front than chin level. I think I must have some gay imprint when it comes to long hair. It's ok if it's layered though. Like lots of jrockers hair...but other wise.....expect a visit from Terra and a pair of sheers. Savvy?
Anyway....I would give him a short dark wig and enjoy his sculpted shazam! It's funny because for a very long time i've been looking for Yukiojo by volks...(not that long) but I like this guy more....quite a bit more. And you know what?I bet he's cheaper too!! **cheers** damn limited edition sd16. They should have made, many, many more. Booooooo
Jung-Hee's actually been really kool this last few days, not bastardy at all.....well, sometimes. Kei enjoys poking fun at him at the moment, which really doesn't help things, but in honesty I think he's just a little pissed there's others around. He knew there would be from day three though. **shrugs** I think Jung's being ok about it for now because he keeps getting post lots at the moment.
I'm huddled in my bed with my laptop right now, feeling notalgic. My pc died...moopy, mooppppppppp (it's i titan, he's usually moody, it's in his job description. "be as american as possible, in every way!!"
Boooo Terra wants a volks, damnit!! The head's are almost impossible to come by too. They really should make a better site and offer a less complex fcs online system. Ilike pick your head, pick the colour of the skin, pick arms, legs, body, then type of eyebrows, type/colour of lips. Heavy, light or natural makeup and colour options, including metalics and matt finishes. I mean, lati offer this system and i think it's pure genious.
I like sullen dolls, or even sad looking ones. I want lati's aida so I can do a permanant doll up of Zero from Vampire Knight. He's got the perfect sad/pained expression, soft eyes, the ears i'll simply shave and sand. Shame it was limited and almost no one's selling him.
Randomly I just went to grab another wig for jung before pissing off. **prays i can afford it** they do nice wigs.
Alright, so i got a black one from luts, that's uber, uber long....imma gonna cut it. Short and spikey with a long section at the front.
I got a travel bag for Jung too!!
Someone asked how i actually say Jung-Hee...well...."Joong-Hee" is more what i say, because that tends to be how koreans say it. Don't make to "oo" part too long though...ok minna? Oh......i'mma making warning tags for him at expo...a to keep people away and be to get a laugh.
his carry bag will say..."WARNING:::HAZARDOUS CONTENCE!!" or possibly biohazardous
Then he'll have a tag on him saying "WARNING:: THIS DOLL DOES BITE!!"
Anything to get a laugh, ne? But you know....he would really like that, i'm sure......plus he seriously does bite!! eeeeek!!!
- Mood:
Booo - Music:pc = dead...no cd player other than dvd player
Isn't he gorgeous!!?!? YAY!
So much for it being Kei's couch. LOL....Looks like Jung stole it. It's alright, cause i'll have somewhere else for him soon, then he can stop pestering Kei. Bless. He has a habit of using Kei as a piece of furniture at the moment....He doesn't seem to mind too much at the moment....Lots of time for things to go bad though. Ne? I think Kei is trying to keep his kool, because he knows I had a good day yesterday and he doesn't want to spoil that.
My only drawback is that luts can be sooo hard to get to stand.....I love the new design of the head and neck for this body though. If I wanted to take the head off, it would be very, very, very simple.
I got my hair cut recently......I think it must be very cute or something.....because it almost seemed popular yesterday. Or I might just be that I spent the whole day being quite cute myself. Who knows. Terra made many people happy yesterday though.
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Machine Head.
I did get Naitomeas new album "The World Ruler" in the post, finally yesterday. Been stuck at the post office for ages. It's the photobook limited edition. I preodered it as soon as I heard about its release.
I'll admit, I was expecting it to be a little more interesting. It's quite a boring album for them. I do like it though.
I'd probably like it more if I didn't feel ill and tired all the time now. It's really getting old. .....And it's seriously no good for my paranoia.
- Mood:
ill
Nope, you'll never guess, Terra is ill again. **sigh** I wonder what kind of fatal disease she's dying of today? Dunno, don't care..coffin now. x_x
Dollmore have done it again.........Their new guy is gorgeous. He's a little too girly for my taste, and very "vampire-esk"
He's nothing on the looks of Kei, and my friend Neko agrees, but Kei is perfection. Amen. He's much more handsome.....But I still want this boy......I just can't afford him. Ahh well, life goes on.
He was a best seller within 20 minutes of being uploaded. O.o
Maybe by the time i've paid off my other dolls, dollmore will have brought out another doll. I wanna get Neko a boy, I keep asking her about them, but the only feedback I get is "Kei's prettier"........**cough** Firstly, Kei's more handsome them pretty...**snarls**...oh...and he's mine!!! She's right though!! All I am slightly against, is getting her the exact same doll, because then it would be strange, and Kei would lose a little bit of his special element and "humanity", as it where.
I don't like being isolated in my fandom. If that makes sense. Not with dollies atleast. I want people to meet up with and the like.
Ahhhhh help me...!!..I've grown obsessed with Matsumoto Jun....T_T it's so totally not becoming. Can't help it. Damn female hormones **crams back into box**
**twitch** Nerrrhhhh.....Eviiiillllllllll....Those damned inhuman humans. (that's not meant to make logical sense.)
- Mood:
Dying - Music:Nothing.
Dollmore are bringing out a new Model doll boy, so I went into super "kyaa kyaa" fangirl mode. OMFG..Terra is excited!! Not that I can afford him mind....but if he's nice, I'll save and save and save some how. I hate the black girl they've just brought out. Bleh!! She's pretty, but how much wear can you get from a doll like her. Move her arm once and the lacker-y like stuff that makes he black is fucked already. Seems pointless. Make it out of solid dark resin and then I might buy one. ¬.¬
Now that I have most things sorted though, it shouldn't be long before i've paid off, and then save again. I hope he's a nice doll. I like the sound of his name. Kinda makes him sound like a vampire though. =/
Me and Kei watched Escaflowne alllllllll day today....Why?...Because evil auntie was over. god she annoys me. =@
This is so strange, I keep getting sore places, like i'd hit myself or something or been hit. My arm was so sore today I couldn't lay on it....and now I feel like i've been punched in the face. It's all stiff and swolen feeling......¬.¬ Has someone made a voodoo doll of me and not told me?
Kei:- "Why would someone want to take such an indirect route with you?......I'm sure they'd rather hurt you in person. >=D"
Terra:-"Lots of people probably would, **nods**.....but I don't exactly sit back and let people kick me in, so maybe they're worried about catching rabies from me? "
Kei:-"**laughs** O.o Rabies?...."
Terra:-"Oh well, worse things have happened.....**ponders** maybe it was the evil witch (my aunt) (>'o'<). Damnit!! **fumes in the corner** >=@"
Kei:-"**points and laughs** You've got you very own special brand of retard floating around in that vortex of a skull!! She might hate you, but I don't think she'd bother going that far......And anyway.....please be logical. Magic?......Voodoo?....This is reality we're talking about. **sigh** Maybe you've become so ditsy you've forgotten all the times you walked into things?"
Terra:-"**glare**.................I won't even dignify that with a response. V.V;;"
Kei:-"...Heh!! **rolls eyes**"
- Mood:
weird - Music:Alice Nine
I got really angry today. I seem to have stupidly bad paranoia.....Once again it tears any normality I might have had to pieces. Even being angry makes me feel ill....And tired.
I'm angry with Carl, i'm angry with my parents and i'm angry with me. I'm angry i've spent the last two years of my life begging for support from them, and never getting it. The "dirty little secret" and the "conviniant babysitter and ego boost".
Ahh well. For the moment life goes on. I really need some sleep though......sooo tired...for no real reason.
Hold on....I think I have a fever...that might explain the illness, tiredness and general gah!!.......I can't ask anyone though.......ahh well. Mr thermometer says "bleep bleep bleep"..T_T...Damn fever.
- Mood:
drained - Music:An Cafe
This is weird, suddenly I wanna listen to the calling...could it be any further?...punn....>.< .......Ahhh well. If course the actual lyrics are "harder" Meh!
I have the weirdest taste in.......EVERYTHING! I mean.........You find me another girl who loves UC Gundam and weighs under 7 stone. HAHAHAHA!! There may be a tiny one in asia, but asians don't count because they're out of my league to compete with. Ok....find another girl over 5'6" who weighs under 7 stone who loves UC Gundam and has a room full of figures. There isn't another. I'm telling you. For one thing....she'd be unhealthy, like me....and..erm....probably crazy...Like me.
TERRA ----- FTW!!!!
Oh yes!!! I have fantastic news!!!! Akizuki is alive!!!!!!!!!! He's ALIVEEEEE!!!! BANZAI!! BAAAANNNNZZZAAAAAIIIII!!! [Note to scrip/board/concept writer:-"Target locked, destruction, imminant. **snarls**"
Akizuki-sempai is made of win!! ^__^ **glomps**
- Mood:
Confuzzled - Music:Machine Head
Kei stole hair. :O
It's Jung-hee's but I wanted Kei to try it. Looks good on him, neh?
Ahhh well. Done for now.
[Edit::::]
Kei kinda looks like Miku here...ne?...Of An Cafe, I mean. I think, in honesty, he'd make a better Kanon.
Ahhhh, I played around with some Luts stuff I had hidden away, that I dug out today. How kool are these? ♥__♥
I love this black and red one on Kei, so he's keeping it for now. The first mousy one reminds me of Reita if I style it a specific way. Kei likes that. (Reita is his idol, remember?)
Gyah...**falls over** He's too kool.
Also, anyone notice that I buy waaaayyy too many red things?...LOL It would make you think that red was my favourite colour wouldn't it? It's not. My favourite colour is the colour I have in my hair......Bright pink. I just like red on boys.
ZOMFG!!!....CITV just had two anti-stinky feet breathing shoe brands trailers back to back. LOL LOL!!...Can't say i've ever had stinky feet. I'm too slim I guess.
- Mood:
bored - Music:TV.
I've decided to get off my bum and get fit again though. I even started eating more things that're good for you. I heard it's an old Japanese belief that illness is in the soul. Regardless of how much medication people take, they only improve if they want to. That's true to an extent. People believe crazy shit.
I keep wanting it to be sunny so I can go in the garden with Kei, but it's always rainy. Stupid England. Charge me lots to live here....
Meh....I'll change the record.
Hmm.....Terra is hungry.
Food time.
- Mood:
Dead x_x - Music:None.